My finger tips can't reach you. So I hold you, alone.

Saturday, February 16, 2008 2:40 AM

✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."

It caused my heart so much misery,
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me.
My heart can't possibly break,
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
And now I cry in the middle of the night,
For the same dame thing.
I tried my hardest just to forget everything.
Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else in.
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty,
And it's just because of you.
And I'm afraid.

✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..

Friday, February 15, 2008 9:11 AM

✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."

My world is.. made of dream, love and uncertainly.

But something I can't imagine must be hidden inside.

Just like the trees that head to the sky.

I watch you with a straight gaze,

I want to find it, I want to make it true I believe you.

And just that there is nothing I can't overcome.

Like singing, like a miracle.

My feelings keep changing everything.

I'm sure, doubtless, as much as you'd be surpised.

✖ To me, seeing the person I loved being happy is the greatest happiness for me (; ✖

✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..

Friday, February 8, 2008 7:30 AM

✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."

whoa today damn tired luh ;x
ran relatives house whole day ! ._.
went to 2nd aunt house (;
omtian her curry was the best xD
then play 21 dian ! won alot lo ! :DDDD
5pm went to mum's side de aunt house !
ate steamboat there, watched TV ! and
of course :P RED PACKETs ~ all niao ba
give $4 - - see liao also sian want me die D:
meanies rawr, pathetic relatives of mine ):
helped aunt with her pizza xD I added extra
CHEESE !!!!!!! HOHOHOs :P and there came
my cousin :x tian she getting more ah lian each
year sia. then fatter ;x omg I suan her -_- I sure
getting fatter too de lorh .. my uncle's wife LOL
never bring EMPTY red packet lai bao red packet
then ask from my mum, still too gave $8 nia ._.
somemore infront of us put inside ;x pathetic .__.
and my that cousin shorts so ERHEM short ._. tian !
but sure enough I know she's getting prettier ya ? (:
gotten alot smses when I'm there, and she simply take
out her hp trying to sms her friends too, no valid all no
reply her hohohos. not bragging :x yet, really laa :/
Cousin asked me a qns ._. it made me speechless ._.
and she keep hao lian her bf? ._. guess he's her 1st love :x
and while going home we took bus 969. then got two
bhangra infront, girls ._. very attention seeker ! they open
those vulgar commercial thingy example, Xiaowei. vulgar
version = = wth. I bth them lor ._. v er xin then on so loud
zzz attention seeker bitchs? >_<>
Might be going to orchard to watch AH LONG PTE LTD
tml :DDDDDDDD with joey they all :)
I'm so sleepy >_<

✖ The reason behide happiness ? .. Guess I can't find it ✖

✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..

Monday, February 4, 2008 8:46 AM

✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."

-__- shit sia mia audi for 1month due to spaldox told me
Lol, time files :x I thought I mia for 1 weeks only -__-
And he say, perhaps it's just not 1 week only O:
LOL :x okay yeahs, I'm back to maple :/
I missed everyone ~.~
and my audi omg :X CMI LE LOLOLOL :X
>_____________________>
Missed school for 3 weeks le -__-
tomorrow I'm going back I doubt I can get use to my school
after MIA-ing :x tian ~ tomorrow mia again :x go shop with
friends ;D err nothing to post? :x
changing blogskin soon bah -__- as the infomation from paul
didi says firefox can't view my skin ;x~~

✖ I can't reach you with my finger tips. So I'll hold you, alone (; ✖

✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..

Thursday, January 31, 2008 4:43 PM

✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."

l0l0l ;x nth to blog nowadays.
Missed 2 weeks of school :x
Eat, sleep, play only -_-

✖I can't count how many nights,
I wished the morning would never come.
I lost my dreams and my love, drenched in the rain.
I'm crying, crying, crying, crying ...
Why do I need to do to live just as I am.
Without covering things up?
Unable to trust in myself.
I don't know who else to believe in,
The answer is too close to see clearly.
Even though I scream as black tears fall,
The morning comes with it's unfamilar face.
If these days keep repeating,
And I'm hit by the same pain ..✖

✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..

Monday, January 21, 2008 9:23 PM

✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."

AA guys - Doesn't exist in books nor tv, just exist in IMAGINATION.
A guys - Out of reach.
B guys - 1% are good yet 99% mixed with C guys become atrocious guys.
C guys - atrocious.

Lol, that's what me and qi yesterday 3AM discussing about. Seriously it's not about we're despo ._. it's just a fact that guys are grouped in these bunch.

I'm tired, seriously tired. Give me a break. Let me sleep forever.

✖ I'm greedy, love ain't enough to fufil my life. ✖

✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..

9:16 AM

✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."

whoa, so long no post .. sorry l:
I'd gotten my relapse of my old illness
When I was young, l0l . Yeahs I'm fine now .
I already had an premontion that my illness
Will come back in this month. Oh well, I'm all
Right (: Cheers ! Bottle up for that moment of
My life, I felt I was dying sooner or later :D
My wish .. Lol l: Thursday gotten a fall due to PE.
Lol, Mr han wanted us to run, yeahs I ran a lot, yet
I fall down two time. That first fall was snatching over
A green beanbag, I was snatching it with ahzilah. Lol
On an accident she accidently bumped into me and I fell.
Nah, I'm okay on the first fall, yet the second fall was about
Run there touch the line and run back, I ran I came first,
I was reaching the winning line, I fell, I slided, I used my
Right knee to stop myself from sliding and I gotten an
Injury. Friday, I missed school due to my injury, my leg
Hurts so much, it was quite unbearable. Saturday, My
Illness came, Lol, rashes was all over my body it was worse
Than those I gotten during my childhood days. All crowd up
All over my thigh, it was all so swollen and itchy. I scatch it
Like there's no tomorrow I guess, mum rushed bro to buy
A rice wine for me to apply, yet no effect. But yet when I was
Young it showed so much effect, and it proved to me that I'm
Getting worse now.. I kept silence, I wonder, and I was deep in
Thoughts am I going die soon ? I admit, I was happy on that .
But those unbearable itchness made my tears out, I cried.
Sunday, mum can't take it anymore and she took me to the doc.
There was around more than 10 people in the clinic ? I was scatching
All over my body at there, everyone giving me extra attention on that
Because my face are all swollen with those weird rashes ? I don't know ..
After 2hours it's finally my turn, doctor gave me a lotion to apply and my
Medicine. Reached home, I rush though my medicines. I can't take it
Anymore. I rush it like I got no time left. Lol now here I'm fine now not so
Serious than before, it's 1.35AM tuesday now, I gotten 2 days MC off.
I miss my friends in school like I had never miss anyone before .. Now I
Skipped my medicines and I felt itchy now l0l . Hope it would'nt come
Back, God bless me (: Out of sudden, after I finish typing this post, I felt
Like crying so much. I'm sorry, I've cried ):

✖ I'm living my life with hesitations now, whether to live or end it. I'm still making my decision ✖

✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..

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(づ￣ ³￣)づ ~ ♡ :
`Vivi
`drEaM
`RAGdoll
`I'm ugly (;
`bitter & imperfect /~~sweet~~ 15
`23o693
`Loves to bitching around
`single
`sotong -.-
`adores fairytale cinderella
`AUDI IGN : iMperfectiOns

Her Loves

Family
soft toys
Black,white,blue
Audition
Maplestory
Anime
Shopping
Lollipops
Msn
# AUDI Ninja turtur clan ;
✖ iMperfectiOns ; Vivi
✖✖ -CH0COLATEx ; Ler
✖✖✖ -Dream ; Greg
✖✖✖✖ -imPEPPERx3 ; Qi

audi ; Buddylist (;
# Maple ; Sanctify guild ❤
BuddyList ❤
Those I knew and who not in buddylist ❤
Maple family ❤❤

RL ; All my best buddies ;DD
Gans ❤

Her Desires

` #HIM
` #~~A new hp~~
` #be a pure guai kia
` #~~audi to be a Amateur !~~
` #audi to be BackUp !
` #master 8keys
` #hope my grades can improve
` #~~get e job frm ESPN~~ [Give up - -]
` #~~a wonderful sis~~ ;D
` #no more babyfats & doll voice
` #more clothes <3
` #no more school
` #go back to past-tenses
``#death

ARHHHH

RUN;away

✖ LeRR&drEaM♥♥♥
✖ Liang`shan♥
✖ LeRR`Jie❤
✖ awful`bear`xiong❤
✖ Qi`surge❤
✖ elaine`grapez❤
✖ Michelle`Nooby❤
✖ Shawn`da`ge❤
✖ Melvin`cake♥
✖ Li`ping❤
✖ Paul`di❤
✖ SNOW`Hui`Yi❤
✖ daph❤
✖ Clifton♥
✖ AMEline♥
✖ Cassy`❤
✖ Yi`Ping♥
✖ Jer`♥
✖ Claryl`♥
✖ Choon`Peng`Mei❤
✖ ZiYa`Jie❤
✖ Garrick`Jie`Fu♥
✖ Jie&jieFU♥
✖ Yu`Qing♥
✖ Yi`XiaN♥

Those Memories

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008

Extras

(づ￣ ³￣)づ ~ ♡ :::

`` #我们只需花一分钟注意到一个人,一小时变成朋友,一天爱上他，一旦爱上了他，就必须花上一辈子来遗忘他 . . .

`` #爱永远都是难题 ,失去分寸太容易 ,有时候忘了珍惜 ,伤害来的太无意 ,有时爱太急需要空间呼吸 .

`` #我其实很明白梦醒了就不在紧紧抓着的也都是空白 .

`` #決定轉身背對著你大步大步走下去不再回頭望向遠方永永遠遠忘了你 .

`` #原来感情那么难以寻回 , 不想毁灭相信真爱会永远 , 失去了一切 , 只为一个能够付出真爱的机会 .

`` #无论时间怎样流逝刻在心里的你我咏远都不会莣记海角天涯何处再寻你身影在你之后我还能爱谁 ?

`` #我对天空说你是那么温柔 , 我深爱的人现在抱着谁呢 ?

`` #我只想要再拥有一秒再去相信你的拥抱心甘情愿的不想逃 (:

`` #你如果经过我的坟墓 , 你可以双手合十为我祝福 .

`` #以前情人的已变成生命中的陌生人

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