Friday, December 28, 2007 4:09 PM
✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."
Feel so down please ._.Today morining 5AM sleep -___-7.45AM wake omtian, hardly catch anySleep .. Dying soon I guess - - woke upOn the comp again. - Going lifeless soon -Yeahs, And I suddenly felt so sick of everythingPerhaps something wrong with me, done a lot thinkingLast night. All on my life, feel like a burden to everyone.Oh tian, something wrong with me to think of something Like this bah. But I'm damn serious on what I'm tryingTo express ._. And I just hope someone could just take aKnife and stab it into my heart and left me there to bleedTo dead. > > And of course tomorrow I'm meeting greg, ler jie and nigel jie fu (; at bedok inter ._. ~KFC family feast and movieee ! I'm coming alrights ? (; & now so in love with the song Shine - S.O.S -kor ver - Someone special . Lol ~✖ & I'm so sick of everything that's around me, I'm just hoping for a better day ; not being a burden to everyone . Make me feel right again ; my emotions are manipulating me . ✖✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..
Monday, December 24, 2007 12:01 PM
✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."
Merry Christmas ~ <3>
Lol so boring can ? .. Did'nt get my pay yet ..
Yawns, and I got no money to go to the countdown.
Sian de uh .. Played maple whole day and AUdi . Lol .
No life again . - - Msn whole day too ! :DD Lol ! (:
Qi and Ant broke le, and I'm the last one to know ._.
Nvm, forget it . Their life I also can't expect them to
Report to me anything right? (: It's okay ..
Then Greg and Joanne quarrel I think -___- Perhaps
Small tiff bah, but still hope they won't xiang bu kai go
Break ._. I sure omtian, > > Lol, wish them everlasting (;
I'm learning from all my friend's mistake in love > <
Like what sia :/ Lol, nevermind . ;D
Audi reached 2.1mil dens ! hohoho (;
Grats qi 28 backup le !
Advanced Grats iMperfectiOns Amatuer ! ;D
[ since just 4k exp away ] :x
Today Msn and maple soooo high can ? :D
Peoples mega me Merry Christmas ~ <3
Msn tio spam Merry Christmas ~ <3>
* highs *
Alot chocolates as Christmas presents too !
✖ The last chain is broken, and now I'm on my own (; ✖
✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..
Thursday, December 20, 2007 11:12 AM
✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."
Omtian, so long no blog hai ..
Been so lazy lately > <>
Went to cut hair on monday . Omtian the auntie - -
Talk with people and cut my hair. Now my layer fringe
Ma chiam what ? Fringless for the shortest side - - Make
Me don't feel like going out ._. park sia .. Hope my hair
Will grow before school start . Fuck sia . It's just 1 more
Week to school starts .
Yesterday went to work with ler jie ! I finally met her again
After soo long .. But we never talk much like last time > <
Sad .. But nevermind bah, next time then talk talk and sot
Together . Reached Marina Square there and took the flyers,
Omtian when they give us was like omfg ? So many ? Already
Abit suspect they scamming us . Still we just aiya nvm 10blocks
Should be quite fast . In the end ler jie dun lemme take the heavy
Want TT leaving me with the quite light want > <>
Like so long never go out, walk abit breathless omtian :x getting
Fatter each day I guess .. Took bus 76 trying to reach Parkway
Parade there, And then asked the bus uncle which stop, We told
Him Block 1 please. He stop us at block 71 ~ - - Then me and Ler
Jie ARGHH ! walk back to block 1 . then we rested .. Reached block
8 and she say wanna solo .. then I say okay, next block I solo .. then
Reached 6, there got old folk slacking corner bah .. Then we call them
Help take care our bags and those flyers . We chiong block 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
And 8, while block 53 we put in mailbox then go :x after that we realise
The flyers was like still alot lo - - Then we count . Omtian, got around
2.8k flyers at LEAST - - Idiot right ? zz Then we was like so du lan ..
They tell us 2.4k then give us 2.8k+++ We feel like burning them away
Uh .. But then in the end still give out > <Called friend down ..
Heng uh, if they never come I think I don't need go home liao . Lol :/
Seriously some of the block got dogs was like so noisy laaa . You drop
The flyers in the door they bark like we're some ROBBERs - - ~
So the dog gotta think I'm holding a machine gun pointing at it's door
Saying, " Oie, open door ! ROBBERY " - - Then got one dog so idiot laaa
I drop the flyers in heng I fast arbo tio bite . stupiddd laa .
After all of that I took MRT home, reached Bedok Interchange .
I waiting for my bus then, I was sitting on the chair :x A girl went up
And sat beside me for around 2 seats away .. Her bus which is 196 turning
Into the carpark she thought the bus was turning here .. So she chiong up
In the end no valid the bus just turn away and she act cute at there her arms
Up point up to the bus and fidget her legs - - Like so kids :x Omtian I saw le I
Glance at her with a very guai lan smile :x Cause angry at MRT station on that
Fatso that steal my place in the MRT, Okay back to topic .. Then the girl saw me
Attitude her, she stump her footsteps toward the seat which she just sat and put
One of her legs up on the chair with her legs openly like some CHAO AH LIAN :X
Lol ! I see le I give her the face, " Wah I'm so scared ): Mama ~~ " Then I put one
Of my leg up on another leg due to my muscle pain, she thought I act lian :x She
Copy me :x ! Lol right ? I sms-ing she saw she take out I-Pod - - Like some copy
Meows - - ~ Then her bus came and she's gone ..
✖ I guess I'm just a common girl in your world, And you didn't even gave a glance here. And so I'm trying to be some unique girl, trying to get your attention . But I failed . I loved you but I wasn't that good enough for you .. ✖
✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..
Friday, December 14, 2007 11:25 AM
✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."
Omtian ? Today ma chiam msn whole day
Then audi with Ler jie, qiqi dasao, tim jie fu ..
During 11++ audi with blockhead and kat darling too
For a short time only, not like last time spending so long
With each other in audi . Lol ..
Me and dasao so depressed today > > extremly moodless
For a min of that I'm going crazy guess I'm going to sleep,
Right after this post before I gone berserk ._.
That's right, I don't wish to sms someone or bother someone else ..
Anymore -.- Pardon me if I'm bothering you all .. Just tell me and
I'll shut the hell up . I don't need that cold shoulder of yours ( all of you ) .
I'm sorry if I'm complaining here . It's just that today is so
Fucking moodless . Fuck this world, hate myself and FUCK this
Bitch who is blogging here right now, yeah that's right I'm trying
To mean myself . And how I wish I was dead and I didn't existed ?Just leave me alone .. ; & yong kor is trying to tell me not to think so much so is dasao .. oh Bitch I fucking darn hate myself and I meant it .
& blockhead, Take care . I just won't try to care a single bit now .
I'm tired of that cold shoulder. ✖✖ I'm just so fucking sick of myself, totally moodless to be writing those sentence here today, I'm sorry peeps . ✖✖✖✖ 他永远不懂 我一直都在他身后等待 ✖✖✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..
Thursday, December 13, 2007 9:01 PM
✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."
Whoa, yo peeps :DLate blogging this post was suppose to be yesterday'sDamn my 2nd bro use comp full day > > not leaving a Single min for me, thats mean ._.Nevermind, today my turn to play full day. Hoho .Yesterday went paya lebar with Joey & Li En, -__-I decided, for my job I must fight it out with my dad .I need to get out of house and get my life -____- ~Who call him trying to lock me for so long. In the end there we reached Paya Lebar :xThen we gone in the shopping mall, Lol ~ we went inThis Fashion, and guess what ? I keep saw quite a Few plump girls trying to fit in those skinny people wear de clothes :x omtian I keep laugh like nobody Gonna hear :x l0l ~~ went there to shop, and went To Mac and order MacSpicy Lol ~ :x We 3 made the Counter auntie messy :x so bad right right right ?? xDDIn the end we all pok kai ~ went Bedok Interchange's Princess watch The Golden Compass ~ Lol ~ Not badQuite nice one eh :x But alot talking ._. and wasn't the Cinema was known for being haunted ? x; Me and Li EnWas soooo excited to see those ghost, especially the xiaoMei mei :x or her small brother ~ Lol ! In the end no sight Of them still ): Think cause we in Threate 1 ._. Oh man ~ :xAnd guess what ? :x Joey is so scare of them and keep scoldingUs for scaring her Lol ! Then we keep make her scare :x i I'm way too excited for Monday ~ I'm finally meeting Huiler Jie Again ~! I'm missing her like a child misses her blanket > < ~~✖ 我一直都在他身后等待. This xmas wish all I wish for is you, BOY,iLu-✖✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 3:38 AM
✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."
Hey peeps ~
Wooooo ~ rare sia I feel like blogging :x
Lol ~ nowadays ma chiam sick of audi ._.
keep no login even since dasao gone taiwan .
MIA with her. But she is back on 7th dec which is
My RL mum, ler jie and yongkai lao di de birthday ~
Lol ~ so qiao right ? l: too late blog but ..
Happy belated belated belated birthday :D
Audi level 2o le. Like what sia .. still very sick of audi ..
Audition Magic World 185 bpm . Me and ler jie ownage :x
Lol ~ we two so hot yesterday, spam arrows till sot . xD
Nowadays keep rain rain rain . How to go out seh -_____-
Somebody save me ~~ * whine *
Lol, crapping again. fish > >✖If loving you is a mistake, I won't regret making that grave mistake. I'm even ready for mistake number two, You're a mistake for me to live through and live with . That beautiful mistake, was falling for you ; ✖✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..
Saturday, December 1, 2007 2:29 AM
✖ All I Wanted To Do Was To Say "I Love You."
Whoa so sian luh . - - waiting for that flyers jobIt's a good $$ labour luh ..5 or 6 cents per door means ..One block around $14 ? whoa . Easy earn leh !Today was great, my cousin gave me $3oBut my 2nd bro gotten $5o ._.Then nevermind uh .. I also going work soonEarn abit money for shopping ? Hoho19 Dec going xmas party at Raffles hotel - -Sian uh .. Still haven full gotten that sense toMatch clothes > > L0l ~And guess what ? :D Yesterday talking to BLOCKHEAD andy onPhone he called his nephew to talk to me and his nephew Is so cuteee can ? :x But I don't understand what he talkingAnd he don't understand me too :x ~Cool eh, see him like so dao actually dote on his nephews alot Hoho, say his bad things here ~~Lazy write le -___- Shall blog again when I have the mood :P✖因为认识你，所以我快乐 ……因为我快乐，所以喜欢你 ……因为喜欢你，所以爱上你 ……因为爱上你，所以我期望 ……因为我期望，所以我失望 ……因为我失望，所以我伤感 ……因为我伤感，所以我哭泣 ……因为我哭泣，所以受伤害 ……因为受伤害，所以我害怕 ……因为我害怕，所以我逃避 ……因为我逃避，所以不相信 ……因为不相信，所以我孤独 ……这一切的一切都是因为你 ……而你，却不是在我的怀里…… 因为陌生，所以勇敢，因为距离，所以美丽。✖ ✖ Once upon a time, I believed ..
