drEaM (:

2008-02-16T02:40:00.000-08:00

It caused my heart so much misery,
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me.
My heart can't possibly break,
When it wasn't even whole to start with.
And now I cry in the middle of the night,
For the same dame thing.
I tried my hardest just to forget everything.
Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else in.
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty,
And it's just because of you.
And I'm afraid.

2008-02-15T09:11:00.000-08:00

My world is.. made of dream, love and uncertainly.

But something I can't imagine must be hidden inside.

Just like the trees that head to the sky.

I watch you with a straight gaze,

I want to find it, I want to make it true I believe you.

And just that there is nothing I can't overcome.

Like singing, like a miracle.

My feelings keep changing everything.

I'm sure, doubtless, as much as you'd be surpised.

✖ To me, seeing the person I loved being happy is the greatest happiness for me (; ✖

2008-02-08T07:30:00.000-08:00

whoa today damn tired luh ;x
ran relatives house whole day ! ._.
went to 2nd aunt house (;
omtian her curry was the best xD
then play 21 dian ! won alot lo ! :DDDD
5pm went to mum's side de aunt house !
ate steamboat there, watched TV ! and
of course :P RED PACKETs ~ all niao ba
give $4 - - see liao also sian want me die D:
meanies rawr, pathetic relatives of mine ):
helped aunt with her pizza xD I added extra
CHEESE !!!!!!! HOHOHOs :P and there came
my cousin :x tian she getting more ah lian each
year sia. then fatter ;x omg I suan her -_- I sure
getting fatter too de lorh .. my uncle's wife LOL
never bring EMPTY red packet lai bao red packet
then ask from my mum, still too gave $8 nia ._.
somemore infront of us put inside ;x pathetic .__.
and my that cousin shorts so ERHEM short ._. tian !
but sure enough I know she's getting prettier ya ? (:
gotten alot smses when I'm there, and she simply take
out her hp trying to sms her friends too, no valid all no
reply her hohohos. not bragging :x yet, really laa :/
Cousin asked me a qns ._. it made me speechless ._.
and she keep hao lian her bf? ._. guess he's her 1st love :x
and while going home we took bus 969. then got two
bhangra infront, girls ._. very attention seeker ! they open
those vulgar commercial thingy example, Xiaowei. vulgar
version = = wth. I bth them lor ._. v er xin then on so loud
zzz attention seeker bitchs? >_<>
Might be going to orchard to watch AH LONG PTE LTD
tml :DDDDDDDD with joey they all :)
I'm so sleepy >_<

✖ The reason behide happiness ? .. Guess I can't find it ✖

2008-02-04T08:46:00.000-08:00

-__- shit sia mia audi for 1month due to spaldox told me
Lol, time files :x I thought I mia for 1 weeks only -__-
And he say, perhaps it's just not 1 week only O:
LOL :x okay yeahs, I'm back to maple :/
I missed everyone ~.~
and my audi omg :X CMI LE LOLOLOL :X
>_____________________>
Missed school for 3 weeks le -__-
tomorrow I'm going back I doubt I can get use to my school
after MIA-ing :x tian ~ tomorrow mia again :x go shop with
friends ;D err nothing to post? :x
changing blogskin soon bah -__- as the infomation from paul
didi says firefox can't view my skin ;x~~

✖ I can't reach you with my finger tips. So I'll hold you, alone (; ✖

2008-01-31T16:43:00.001-08:00

l0l0l ;x nth to blog nowadays.
Missed 2 weeks of school :x
Eat, sleep, play only -_-

✖I can't count how many nights,
I wished the morning would never come.
I lost my dreams and my love, drenched in the rain.
I'm crying, crying, crying, crying ...
Why do I need to do to live just as I am.
Without covering things up?
Unable to trust in myself.
I don't know who else to believe in,
The answer is too close to see clearly.
Even though I scream as black tears fall,
The morning comes with it's unfamilar face.
If these days keep repeating,
And I'm hit by the same pain ..✖

2008-01-21T21:23:00.000-08:00

AA guys - Doesn't exist in books nor tv, just exist in IMAGINATION.
A guys - Out of reach.
B guys - 1% are good yet 99% mixed with C guys become atrocious guys.
C guys - atrocious.

Lol, that's what me and qi yesterday 3AM discussing about. Seriously it's not about we're despo ._. it's just a fact that guys are grouped in these bunch.

I'm tired, seriously tired. Give me a break. Let me sleep forever.

✖ I'm greedy, love ain't enough to fufil my life. ✖

2008-01-21T09:16:00.000-08:00

whoa, so long no post .. sorry l:
I'd gotten my relapse of my old illness
When I was young, l0l . Yeahs I'm fine now .
I already had an premontion that my illness
Will come back in this month. Oh well, I'm all
Right (: Cheers ! Bottle up for that moment of
My life, I felt I was dying sooner or later :D
My wish .. Lol l: Thursday gotten a fall due to PE.
Lol, Mr han wanted us to run, yeahs I ran a lot, yet
I fall down two time. That first fall was snatching over
A green beanbag, I was snatching it with ahzilah. Lol
On an accident she accidently bumped into me and I fell.
Nah, I'm okay on the first fall, yet the second fall was about
Run there touch the line and run back, I ran I came first,
I was reaching the winning line, I fell, I slided, I used my
Right knee to stop myself from sliding and I gotten an
Injury. Friday, I missed school due to my injury, my leg
Hurts so much, it was quite unbearable. Saturday, My
Illness came, Lol, rashes was all over my body it was worse
Than those I gotten during my childhood days. All crowd up
All over my thigh, it was all so swollen and itchy. I scatch it
Like there's no tomorrow I guess, mum rushed bro to buy
A rice wine for me to apply, yet no effect. But yet when I was
Young it showed so much effect, and it proved to me that I'm
Getting worse now.. I kept silence, I wonder, and I was deep in
Thoughts am I going die soon ? I admit, I was happy on that .
But those unbearable itchness made my tears out, I cried.
Sunday, mum can't take it anymore and she took me to the doc.
There was around more than 10 people in the clinic ? I was scatching
All over my body at there, everyone giving me extra attention on that
Because my face are all swollen with those weird rashes ? I don't know ..
After 2hours it's finally my turn, doctor gave me a lotion to apply and my
Medicine. Reached home, I rush though my medicines. I can't take it
Anymore. I rush it like I got no time left. Lol now here I'm fine now not so
Serious than before, it's 1.35AM tuesday now, I gotten 2 days MC off.
I miss my friends in school like I had never miss anyone before .. Now I
Skipped my medicines and I felt itchy now l0l . Hope it would'nt come
Back, God bless me (: Out of sudden, after I finish typing this post, I felt
Like crying so much. I'm sorry, I've cried ):

✖ I'm living my life with hesitations now, whether to live or end it. I'm still making my decision ✖

2008-01-11T21:13:00.000-08:00

Went Bedok inter meet Ler jie and Nigel jie fu today!
It was fun laa :x right after we meet we go KFC eat
BUDDY MEAL ! :D It was delicious but I'm very ke lian,
Ler jie keep stuff food in my mouth - - Say I no eat whole
Day must eat more. Tio bully TT Went Sheng Siong with them
Then we keep di siao the things in there, breaking chocolates
Into pieces ! :X Lol xD After that walk walk in FairPrice. :x
Bought sushis ! I mean Ler jie bought l0l x;
After that we went home (; Though it's a short day but it's
Fun okay ?;D Lol (:

Then reached home, chatted with friends on phone. They say
Want go watch movie, meeting their online friends and they
Want me to tag along, :/ hope they don't throw me to them - -
They call me call one guy go? I also don't know who to call.
Then say maybe I call bff go. Then think again, some friends
Say they don't believe there's just a pure friendship between a
Guy and a girl, but sure enough. I also don't know what to say - -
I'll prove it to them, there's pure friendship between a guy and a
Girl (;

✖ 错过了，就没有了.... ✖

2008-01-11T02:34:00.000-08:00

Awws ! :D
Today school SUCK-ed (; as usual ain't it?
Right after school, went TM with Joey, Li en, Amanda
& Roger. Just because I saw a slipper on TEENAGE
Magazine I pulled all of them to accompany to buy it :x !
Lol ! ;D It cost me $15.9o >_<>
Right after that went to MacDonald and buy lunch ~
Then saw Justina and her bunch of friend :D
Chatted awhile, then went to SAFRA ! Planned a afternoon
For Bowling (; But I skipped the bowling, my toes are injured.
Then don't feel like playing ._. !
The toilet there YUCKs ! * pinch nose * :x
2nd cubi, the toilet bowl full of toilet paper lorh !
Most yucks is inside still got FLYs - - Kao, er xin :/
4th cubi got BIAN BIAN :x Er xinnnnnnnnn okay?
Lol :x Then while playing we keep suan Roger with SHERVELLE,
Joey with ERIC and Amanda with BILLY/SKYTRAIN :x l0l !! ;D
Fun day but tired too, keep doze off in class today somemore.
Went Joey house yesterday, then at night I was on phone with ler jie :x
We two keep darling here and thereeee, Joey's mum heard me and came
Peeping in the room :x Omtian l0l ! She thought it was my BOY, and I of
Course deny laa :x I'm not les please, although I love to claim that I'm one ;D
It's really really sian these days ._. Lol :/

✖I'm just ignoring the fact, forgive and forget is what I'm learning right now ; with this feeling, I walked away.✖

2007-12-28T16:09:00.000-08:00

Feel so down please ._.
Today morining 5AM sleep -___-
7.45AM wake omtian, hardly catch any
Sleep .. Dying soon I guess - - woke up
On the comp again. - Going lifeless soon -
Yeahs, And I suddenly felt so sick of everything
Perhaps something wrong with me, done a lot thinking
Last night. All on my life, feel like a burden to everyone.
Oh tian, something wrong with me to think of something
Like this bah. But I'm damn serious on what I'm trying
To express ._. And I just hope someone could just take a
Knife and stab it into my heart and left me there to bleed
To dead. > >

And of course tomorrow I'm meeting greg, ler jie and nigel jie fu (; at bedok inter ._. ~
KFC family feast and movieee ! I'm coming alrights ? (;
& now so in love with the song Shine - S.O.S -kor ver -
Someone special . Lol ~

✖ & I'm so sick of everything that's around me, I'm just hoping for a better day ; not being a burden to everyone . Make me feel right again ; my emotions are manipulating me . ✖

2007-12-24T12:01:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas ~ <3>
Lol so boring can ? .. Did'nt get my pay yet ..
Yawns, and I got no money to go to the countdown.
Sian de uh .. Played maple whole day and AUdi . Lol .
No life again . - - Msn whole day too ! :DD Lol ! (:
Qi and Ant broke le, and I'm the last one to know ._.
Nvm, forget it . Their life I also can't expect them to
Report to me anything right? (: It's okay ..
Then Greg and Joanne quarrel I think -___- Perhaps
Small tiff bah, but still hope they won't xiang bu kai go
Break ._. I sure omtian, > > Lol, wish them everlasting (;
I'm learning from all my friend's mistake in love > <
Like what sia :/ Lol, nevermind . ;D

Audi reached 2.1mil dens ! hohoho (;
Grats qi 28 backup le !
Advanced Grats iMperfectiOns Amatuer ! ;D
[ since just 4k exp away ] :x

Today Msn and maple soooo high can ? :D
Peoples mega me Merry Christmas ~ <3
Msn tio spam Merry Christmas ~ <3>
* highs *
Alot chocolates as Christmas presents too !

✖ The last chain is broken, and now I'm on my own (; ✖

2007-12-20T11:12:00.000-08:00

Omtian, so long no blog hai ..
Been so lazy lately > <>
Went to cut hair on monday . Omtian the auntie - -
Talk with people and cut my hair. Now my layer fringe
Ma chiam what ? Fringless for the shortest side - - Make
Me don't feel like going out ._. park sia .. Hope my hair
Will grow before school start . Fuck sia . It's just 1 more
Week to school starts .

Yesterday went to work with ler jie ! I finally met her again
After soo long .. But we never talk much like last time > <
Sad .. But nevermind bah, next time then talk talk and sot
Together . Reached Marina Square there and took the flyers,
Omtian when they give us was like omfg ? So many ? Already
Abit suspect they scamming us . Still we just aiya nvm 10blocks
Should be quite fast . In the end ler jie dun lemme take the heavy
Want TT leaving me with the quite light want > <>
Like so long never go out, walk abit breathless omtian :x getting
Fatter each day I guess .. Took bus 76 trying to reach Parkway
Parade there, And then asked the bus uncle which stop, We told
Him Block 1 please. He stop us at block 71 ~ - - Then me and Ler
Jie ARGHH ! walk back to block 1 . then we rested .. Reached block
8 and she say wanna solo .. then I say okay, next block I solo .. then
Reached 6, there got old folk slacking corner bah .. Then we call them
Help take care our bags and those flyers . We chiong block 1 2 3 4 5 6 7
And 8, while block 53 we put in mailbox then go :x after that we realise
The flyers was like still alot lo - - Then we count . Omtian, got around
2.8k flyers at LEAST - - Idiot right ? zz Then we was like so du lan ..
They tell us 2.4k then give us 2.8k+++ We feel like burning them away
Uh .. But then in the end still give out > <
Called friend down ..
Heng uh, if they never come I think I don't need go home liao . Lol :/
Seriously some of the block got dogs was like so noisy laaa . You drop
The flyers in the door they bark like we're some ROBBERs - - ~
So the dog gotta think I'm holding a machine gun pointing at it's door
Saying, " Oie, open door ! ROBBERY " - - Then got one dog so idiot laaa
I drop the flyers in heng I fast arbo tio bite . stupiddd laa .
After all of that I took MRT home, reached Bedok Interchange .
I waiting for my bus then, I was sitting on the chair :x A girl went up
And sat beside me for around 2 seats away .. Her bus which is 196 turning
Into the carpark she thought the bus was turning here .. So she chiong up
In the end no valid the bus just turn away and she act cute at there her arms
Up point up to the bus and fidget her legs - - Like so kids :x Omtian I saw le I
Glance at her with a very guai lan smile :x Cause angry at MRT station on that
Fatso that steal my place in the MRT, Okay back to topic .. Then the girl saw me
Attitude her, she stump her footsteps toward the seat which she just sat and put
One of her legs up on the chair with her legs openly like some CHAO AH LIAN :X
Lol ! I see le I give her the face, " Wah I'm so scared ): Mama ~~ " Then I put one
Of my leg up on another leg due to my muscle pain, she thought I act lian :x She
Copy me :x ! Lol right ? I sms-ing she saw she take out I-Pod - - Like some copy
Meows - - ~ Then her bus came and she's gone ..

✖ I guess I'm just a common girl in your world, And you didn't even gave a glance here. And so I'm trying to be some unique girl, trying to get your attention . But I failed . I loved you but I wasn't that good enough for you .. ✖

2007-12-14T11:25:00.000-08:00

Omtian ? Today ma chiam msn whole day
Then audi with Ler jie, qiqi dasao, tim jie fu ..
During 11++ audi with blockhead and kat darling too
For a short time only, not like last time spending so long
With each other in audi . Lol ..
Me and dasao so depressed today > > extremly moodless
For a min of that I'm going crazy guess I'm going to sleep,
Right after this post before I gone berserk ._.
That's right, I don't wish to sms someone or bother someone else ..
Anymore -.- Pardon me if I'm bothering you all .. Just tell me and
I'll shut the hell up . I don't need that cold shoulder of yours ( all of you ) .
I'm sorry if I'm complaining here . It's just that today is so
Fucking moodless . Fuck this world, hate myself and FUCK this
Bitch who is blogging here right now, yeah that's right I'm trying
To mean myself . And how I wish I was dead and I didn't existed ?
Just leave me alone .. ;

& yong kor is trying to tell me not to think so much so is dasao .. oh Bitch I fucking darn hate myself and I meant it .

& blockhead, Take care . I just ~~won't~~ try to care a single bit now .
I'm tired of that cold shoulder.

✖✖ I'm just so fucking sick of myself, totally moodless to be writing those sentence here today, I'm sorry peeps . ✖✖

✖✖ 他永远不懂我一直都在他身后等待 ✖✖

2007-12-13T21:01:00.000-08:00

Whoa, yo peeps :D
Late blogging this post was suppose to be yesterday's
Damn my 2nd bro use comp full day > > not leaving a
Single min for me, thats mean ._.
Nevermind, today my turn to play full day. Hoho .
Yesterday went paya lebar with Joey & Li En, -__-
I decided, for my job I must fight it out with my dad .
I need to get out of house and get my life -____- ~
Who call him trying to lock me for so long.
In the end there we reached Paya Lebar :x
Then we gone in the shopping mall, Lol ~ we went in
This Fashion, and guess what ? I keep saw quite a
Few plump girls trying to fit in those skinny people
wear de clothes :x omtian I keep laugh like nobody
Gonna hear :x l0l ~~ went there to shop, and went
To Mac and order MacSpicy Lol ~ :x We 3 made the
Counter auntie messy :x so bad right right right ?? xDD
In the end we all pok kai ~ went Bedok Interchange's
Princess watch The Golden Compass ~ Lol ~ Not bad
Quite nice one eh :x But alot talking ._. and wasn't the
Cinema was known for being haunted ? x; Me and Li En
Was soooo excited to see those ghost, especially the xiao
Mei mei :x or her small brother ~ Lol ! In the end no sight
Of them still ): Think cause we in Threate 1 ._. Oh man ~ :x
And guess what ? :x Joey is so scare of them and keep scolding
Us for scaring her Lol ! Then we keep make her scare :x i

I'm way too excited for Monday ~ I'm finally meeting Huiler Jie
Again ~! I'm missing her like a child misses her blanket > < ~~

✖ 我一直都在他身后等待. This xmas wish all I wish for is you, BOY,iLu-✖

2007-12-11T03:38:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps ~
Wooooo ~ rare sia I feel like blogging :x
Lol ~ nowadays ma chiam sick of audi ._.
keep no login even since dasao gone taiwan .
MIA with her. But she is back on 7th dec which is
My RL mum, ler jie and yongkai lao di de birthday ~
Lol ~ so qiao right ? l: too late blog but ..
Happy belated belated belated birthday :D
Audi level 2o le. Like what sia .. still very sick of audi ..
Audition Magic World 185 bpm . Me and ler jie ownage :x
Lol ~ we two so hot yesterday, spam arrows till sot . xD
Nowadays keep rain rain rain . How to go out seh -_____-
Somebody save me ~~ * whine *
Lol, crapping again. fish > >

✖If loving you is a mistake, I won't regret making that grave mistake. I'm even ready for mistake number two, You're a mistake for me to live through and live with . That beautiful mistake, was falling for you ; ✖

2007-12-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

Whoa so sian luh . - - waiting for that flyers job
It's a good $$ labour luh ..
5 or 6 cents per door means ..
One block around $14 ? whoa . Easy earn leh !
Today was great, my cousin gave me $3o
But my 2nd bro gotten $5o ._.
Then nevermind uh .. I also going work soon
Earn abit money for shopping ? Hoho
19 Dec going xmas party at Raffles hotel - -
Sian uh .. Still haven full gotten that sense to
Match clothes > > L0l ~
And guess what ? :D Yesterday talking to BLOCKHEAD andy on
Phone he called his nephew to talk to me and his nephew
Is so cuteee can ? :x But I don't understand what he talking
And he don't understand me too :x ~
Cool eh, see him like so dao actually dote on his nephews alot
Hoho, say his bad things here ~~

Lazy write le -___-
Shall blog again when I have the mood :P

✖
因为认识你，所以我快乐 ……
因为我快乐，所以喜欢你 ……
因为喜欢你，所以爱上你 ……
因为爱上你，所以我期望 ……
因为我期望，所以我失望 ……
因为我失望，所以我伤感 ……
因为我伤感，所以我哭泣 ……
因为我哭泣，所以受伤害 ……
因为受伤害，所以我害怕 ……
因为我害怕，所以我逃避 ……
因为我逃避，所以不相信 ……
因为不相信，所以我孤独 ……
这一切的一切都是因为你 ……
而你，却不是在我的怀里……

因为陌生，所以勇敢，因为距离，所以美丽。✖　

2007-11-25T07:16:00.000-08:00

ohtian :x
I'm finally back to blogging luh !
it's around 2 weeks since I last posted ?
oh tian oh tian >"<
Lol.
busy these few days.
My audi finally reached 1.32mil dens <3>
so happy can? T_T [ tears of joy ^^ ]
And of cause, I also helped my beloved dasao
reach 1mil too :x
And andy aka stupid ToB-BwingS also :x he reached 1mil dens :D
*cheers!-.
aww man, I hope cassy was on9 on that day too.
And of cause, ant kor and ler jie :x. but they so bz ? -.-
hohohos. Made new background these few days :3
and one especially made for dasao & ah kor ! ;D
hope you two will like it >"<

see la, I'm letting go :x
Realise my worth, or I'll learn to be gone.
I'd tried to hide the pain, when I turn back the pages.
I got all the symptoms of a girl whose guessing what's on your heart and your mind right now.
Though now, I'm letting go (:
But still, I'll care for you :x

✖ I’m lost in my reflection, reflection that reflects SOULEss ✖

2007-11-08T03:02:00.000-08:00

yo all :/
Lol . im getting moodless each day - -
sick finally okay le (:
cause got someone keep force me sleep :/
l0l (: thanks wor !
today totally moodless to audi o_o
dled alot technos frm east clubber .
Lol :/

wo hui ba xiang yan bian cheng ai qing .
wo ai shang le ni ye neng fang qi ni .

✖✖ I'll wait no matter how long it takes, with that heavy feeling in my chest. I'm so crush -
I walk ALONE on the street, longing to find you there to walk with me . I want you to held my hands and show me how . If it was a dream, please wake me up but I know .. It's a reality it just won't be a dream . You're my addiction, my esctacy (: Boy, ILU - ✖✖

✖ slitting myself doesnt makes me forget those pains or hurts you inflicted on me .. making myself say i hated you was a lie . was a white lie to myself .. sec by sec .. hurts and misses increased .. yet days by days , those hurts and misses was beening cutted down . lyk those wax being melted and dripped on e floor . ✖

Your Love is wanted (:

2007-11-05T09:32:00.000-08:00

Lol, BOO xD
blog timeeeeeeeeee !
today went SUNTEC with Li En & Joey luh ..
meet li en de audi fwen Gerald Lol - -
then they keep throw him to me like my friend sia ):<
baddies .___. then we had lots lots of funnnn :DDDD
keep di siao li en and gerald hohoho, then went ang mo kio
at night during 7.30pm++ Lol amk hub (:
actually meeting samuel O: he say he scare my friends -_-
Lol ~ sad :/ l0l0l .

Yesterday audi was AWESOME (:
battle party with backup ~ master rank ppl hoho :D
all pro lo - - left me this noob shyt ):
haix . then added --KatKat-- darling, ToB-xCASSY dear & -JIE [ nini ] laopo to bl !! hohos !
& ToB-BwingS to buddy list too ((:
weee ~ welcomes to my bl <33s>

✖ вοч , тεłŁ мε đнατ чου яεαłŁч иεεđ мε αиđ чου ωαиτ мε αиđ чου αиđ мιss мε , αиđ чου Łονε мε - οиłч мε ✖

2007-11-03T04:17:00.000-07:00

boo all, sian wor . my fever shoot up to 38.5 = =
then yesterday samuel acc tio hack ):
still don't know who the hacker ..
i also tio black rice since i know his pw too :/
but my conscience is clear la so no worries ^^
sian, hope by tml fever okay liao then go amk an wei
stupid samuel :/ later he do silly things since maple 500mil+
gone to waste .___. kena hack ._.

✖Times flys but my loves for you flys too, time ticks like my heartbeats, time rush to past, my love for you rush to past too, now I'm broke even when I say IHATEYOU, I don't really mean what I say.. Didn't I ? Saying I hated you was a white lie to me .. But I'm damn serious about what Im trying to express to you, don't you guys know what a girls needs and want?✖

2007-11-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

wah, sian luh my illness don't since to be going away 0:

but yet my cold is okay le, leaving fever & sore throat.

now my throat was like going to become a MUTE ._.

early morning wake up TOTALLY no voice x.x

then early morning go school see me sec3 in which class.

made me real shocking is i tio 3C, which is 2nd best NA class !

omg >"<>

go TM er nono, i mean century there go watch stardust :D

okay larh it's funny alrights? worth watching ^^

3c 3c 3c 3c 3c 3c +_+

now gotta work hard ~

jyjys to me x.x

✖ I'm souless to feel your love, words is not what I want, I want action . Actions speaks louder than words BOY. But I'm too frozen to feel your touch, I lost my sense just because of one thing you done wrong and it's gone forever .. ✖

2007-11-01T00:17:00.000-07:00

BOO ALL >"<
sian im still so sick D:
my cold is getting worst by each day luh = =
my eyes keep blurry with tears due to the stupid cold .
* bang walls ._.
damn it luh, I WANT AUDI . but it's patching now ~.~
better patch out that stupid story mode or I'll kill those GMs xD
I can hardly breathe luh with those BLOCK NOSE ._.
hais ~

` & you just don't know how much you can be meant to be.
# you played a PERFECT role, to make my heart a whole <3
`& ever since i met you, you're the only one who is REALLY cares for me .
#before love can never meant to be I'll keep on smiling.
`with those memories with you shall be buried deep in my heart.
#like those stars embroidered in my eyes -

✖ I'm frozen, even when candles wax drip like seconds passing by, I cant feel any pain, I'm numb, too numb too feel your love even when you are sliting for me ✖

2007-10-31T01:35:00.001-07:00

opps, didn't post for 2 days again . sick D:
hais >"<>
nowadays play cass server [ mapleee >< ]
Lol, everytime login back aquila sure tio SPAMMMMM :x
I'm not trying to mean im famous in aquila okay ? Lol .
Then yesterday stupid samuel go cass cr8 char say come pei me
okok la, i abit gan dong nia LOL :x im bad i know ^^
Cass finally Lv30 le weeeeee .
aquila still no meso rebuild yet again TT
hais l:
I now neglecting my audition again = =
4keys skill dropped so much
don't need say 8k = = now cant do fm for 8k

Yesterday i cough till siao D:
cough till going vomit zzz
dying*
ARHHHHH :x
faints ? :x Lol . ><
im lame @_@

alrights, go le xDDDD
baibai :x

✖ tell me im an angel . take me to my grave . ✖

2007-10-28T21:17:00.000-07:00

wee ~ ps all :x these 2 days been bzbzbz x.x

today EARLY morning go take report book
and guess what Mrs Tan say?? O:

she says viv is LAZY ~ Lol ._.
then e advanced form says i need to be attentive in class
& pass up ALL my assignment ..
the 2nd want is a COMPLETE NIGHTMARE to me !!
Omg T_T

then i read the Remarks
it made me LMAO O_O
because my teacher talk c0ck say i will volunteer to do
class duties myself :x ~ LOL xDDD
& im a fighter a fiercely loyal to friend de girl :x
praise till liddat sia ~~ O:
hohos..

Reached home, back to computer days sia ~
later night need write one more entry :x

I wish i could get e job on e ESPN company ):
IM DESPO FOR JOB ~ LOLOL xD

✖ tell me im FROZEN , and i cant feel those fragile wounds being inflicted each day ✖

2007-10-26T10:00:00.000-07:00

BOO ! :D

sian wor, today go school teacher don't want give me back my result paper - -
then say monday want meet my mum ~ T_T sad narh ..

Gone Joey's house on the afternoon, since then i keep sneeze till now !
I'm down with FLU ! ARHHHH T_T * faints .
GRRrrr ~

yong kor keep call me doll ~ <>
KOR QIAN BIAN !! ):<

I'm GONE ~ :x

✖ I'm overly protected, yet lost in the crowd ✖

2007-10-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

wee ~ my blog is back (:

BOO ALL ;D

tctc . i go rest le .
making blog all day long x.x
CAN DIE ARH !!

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH T_T

✖im souless to feel your love , im frozen to touch your lips , my passion for you fades everyday✖